Hard to believe that the day before we close will be 6 months exactly since Ang went to Heaven. Although, I know Ang (the Ang I know and loved, her smile, her personality, everything) was gone on October 12, the moment her accident occurred... the "official" date when all hope of some miracle occurring went away was Oct 14. And yes, I was still hoping for a miracle up until the last moments. That somehow she would breathe on her own and all the doctors would start jumping up and pushing us out of the way because a miracle had just occurred. That miracle didn't happen.
It doesn't seem possible that it has been 6 months. My heart breaks when I think of that. When I think that it has been 6 months since the last time Andy hugged his sister and told her he loved her. Andy loved Ang more than anyone else in this world. He never told me that but I know that. I knew that long before Ang ever left this world... because Andy loved her and tried to protect her like it was his job.
I can't believe we're buying a house just 6 months after... why? because it feels like we barely functioned for the first few months. How did we get our act together enough to keep functioning, let alone buy a house? Well I'd say, lots of prayers and an Angel in Heaven.
Thanks Ang for watching over us. I wish you were here to play with the pups in our new yard and come over for dinner. I wanted to have you as my little sister more than you know. But one day in Heaven, I'll french braid your hair again and you can tell me about cute boys. <3
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